This weekend was actually extremely stressful because we spent most of Sunday in the hospital. Justin has been having these intense pains on the right side of his body for a week. I swore he had Appendicitis. After four hours and one xray they came up with nothing. Sending us home instead with more pain pills and muscle relaxers. This on top of his fractured wrist and lower back pain (due to arthritis @29?!?!) I just lost is in the hospital room. Tears and demanding the Dr. to tell us what we are supposed to do next? Is he supposed to live off pills the rest of his life. (This was after the Dr. laughed at my Appendicitis diagnosis even though it was textbook definition.) I should have clarified with the Dr. why my diagnosis was laughable when he didn't even have one.
Basically, I am scared. Scared that he is falling apart and our life has only begun. I could not live without him.
*I realize I am being very dramatic but this stuff f*ing scares me.
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