*BREATHE*

I'm better today. I just can not do the 24/7 wedding thing. It was different when I was not planning my own wedding. Before I would pour over wedding blogs and collect ideas. However, with my own wedding in the mix I just have a hard time wrapping my mind around how this wedding is going to represent us and will not turn out to be one big stress fest.

*BREATHE*

(this is all a bit ironic because I do quite a bit of event planning for my job. I wonder if that is why I am just losing it. I know what it takes to pull off an event behind the scenes and usually I have a whole crew to direct.)

So here I am today. Better but still deflated.

Just in case you are wondering Justin is amazing through all of this. He is my calm in the storm. He takes everything in stride and reminds me what it is all about.

The other day I asked him,"So I have to the stamp store later today to go pick up the order for the save the date cards. Do you want to come?"

He just laugh and responded, " So I have to go to Ouray to marry this girl later next year. Do you want to come?" :)

I took that as a yes!

PS Do you want to know the best advice I got yesterday? It came from Anna

just keep on enjoying it.

life is too short to be stressed!!

oh and you should probably start drinking ;)

Thanks guys. we are stalking up.